Two YeArS and counting...

How lame is it that I hardly have any pictures from our wedding....I have a video that I lOvE but I can't get it to save to the blog...Bart and I have been married for TWO years now...it's so crazy..I was watching our wedding video the other night and Bart said...where was Molly? And it seems weird to watch it and not see her..it feels like she has always been in our lives..it's almost like I felt sad that she wasn't there to see us get married...(but she was watching from heaven..) I got a super nice anniversary present..a new CaR!! We bought a new Dodge Nitro..I lOvE it...Bart got a new 40 caliber gun with a concealed weapons permit...LuCkY!! Molly went to Bart's parents and we went to dinner..it was a great couple days..Bart took a round of work off so he has been off for ten days and goes back to work on Monday..it has been the best two years of my life...busy but good...I love you Bart!

Sleep Blogging...

I'm sleep blogging I am so tired on the verge of tears and can't seem to stop looking on the internet. I have just hit send on my first care plan for the semester and I do not feel good about it. I have been at St. Mark's for the past two weeks and have felt as though I just stood around for the entire 12 hour shifts. My care plan was due at 6pm tonight and yes it is not 12:15am...I can't believe that I turned an assignment in late..Bart and I went to Logan today to see the new edition to the Barton Family and you would have thought we were in a different world up there..no where could I find Internet and when I did find it I had to pay and when I went to pay their server was down..go figure..a college town!! Brother..so I finally quit trying and enjoyed the company of family. Early pregnancy tests suck..I have taken three and there is a definite no mark and a squiggly mark on the yes..or just a speck of hope...but alas I am learning patients and just waiting..after Bart saw our new nephew today..he said I don't know I am on the fence..see he wants another too...we have been unofficially trying for the last six months and each month my heart is broken over and over...I swear I sneezed and got pregnant with Molly..it's so frustrating..it's nothing like trying for years and I am thankful for my sweet pumpkin but momma wants to smell the new baby smell again...I need to go to bed..I have a huge test on Monday and I need to prepare to study all day tomorrow...good night.

Summer fun...

We have been busy this summer...and it is really sad to see it end..Molly and I went to the Zoo with some friends and had super fun...it was hot and she seemed to like it and noticed all the animals...it was FUN! We went to see my grandpa's this week in Heber..my grandpa carves these wood heads to pass his time..everytime we go up we always get one..everyone in my family has one hung around their rearview mirror but we have a couple extra around the house and Molly takes them and puts them around her arm like purses...she found where my grandpa keeps them and just kept putting them on..it was hilarious..we of course put them back but she was so excited.

LoVe...

I can't believe it..I have to start school again on Saturday...my two week break went by so fast...my first clinical will be at St. Mark's doing Med Surg..then finishing up the semester at IMC doing Labor and Delivery...I spent the afternoon while Molly was napping and snooped around the blogging world..I was really surprised as I got into it of how many people I found that I knew..it made me think of my friends today and my family...I love my family..my life...and my little girl..I wouldn't change a thing..it made me think of my past and the people that I have met and still talk to (blogging counts as talking) and want to know something so silly most of my friends that are on my blog I met through a friend that was a boy...it's amazing that one part of your life is meshed with another part and those who I thought would be enjoying my life now I would have never guessed...I know my husband loves me..I know with everything he does he is always thinking of Molly and I...I know my family loves me and would do anything for me...life should be as simple as that...knowing that love that you have and holding the people that you have around you so close...so to my friends and family..I LOVE you!

My Little Molly Ann...

All these pictures make me laugh...when I try to take a picture of Molly and I, I always get cut off and she cheesing it...my sister made her the skirt that I LOVE..it has red tool underneath it..she looks so good in it..but that is the best pictures I could get..she may smile sometimes but usually turns away when I get the camera out...she is getting so big..she is wearing a size 4 shoe now..I can't believe it..I am trying to get her to always wear shoes so she can get a little better stability for walking..but then I panic when she drops the ground because I don't want her to scratch them..oh I swear..oh and Sponge Bob jammies..there so hilarious!! We went shopping the other day and I bought more than I should so Molly was shoved to the corner...funny...I love the knee highs that she was wearing with the denim dress..so BIG!!

I passed...

Another semester has come to a close...and I PASSED!! It was such a relief clicking the submit button on my final test today...we all went out to lunch after and celebrated..I have two weeks off before school starts again...Bart and I are painting and getting new carpet this week..my sister and I are going to have a garage sale this saturday...busy..busy..busy...

Blue Lily Photography..

Here is Molly's one year pictures...I love how they turned out...Molly is so precious..I love to capture her in these moments..lord knows that they fly by so fast!!