To be a fly on the wall...

I love rocking Camden to sleep every night, it feels like it was just yesterday that I was rocking Molly to bed. He has begun to be really picky on how he want to be held, the last couple nights he wants to be up on my shoulder with his head snuggled into my neck. He started last night humming himself to sleep...as I rub his back and sing to him he his softly humming along with me and before I know it it is quite and his head has snuggled into my shoulder. I just sit there and rock, rubbing his back. I wish you could be there to hear how cute and comforting that little hum is.

My poop on it...

Molly has been doing so well with potty training...she hasn't had an accident it awhile...we aren't totally pooped trained but on our way. She wears a pull up to bed and about an hour into bed time she is screaming for us because she pooped. So right on time Molly is calling for us, I was rocking buddy to sleep so Bart went and changed Molly. As I cam out Molly was on our bed, I told her it was time for bed and as she was climbing off the bed, she said as matter of fact. "Mommy, there's my poop on Dad's bed." Sure enough there was a hard poo pellet on my side of the bed. Brother.

Jingle Bells

Molly's Christmas concert was so fun! She did such a good job, she really doesn't like dance class so I was wondering if she would even dance for the concert but she was such a ham! I wish I could get my video uploaded so you all could see, I will keep trying.

Mermaid dress...

This is a slip that goes to a dress that my mom made my sister and I when we were little. Molly was at my sisters and she pulled this dress out and Molly saw it and said "oh my gosh..it's a mermaid dress." She wanted nothing to do with the actual dress but the slip. Needless to say we can barley get it from her to wash it. I love that she loves it so much, I wish I could climb in her head and see what she see's. I just know she thinks she has this fancy dress on. It's begun to rip and there is a little hole on the front from "grandma's scissors." The other day we went to a birthday party of a girl in our dance class and the actual Cinderella came! All the girls were dressed up in princess dresses, Molly began to tell everyone that she had this mermaid dress at home...she is so proud of it and I love that she wants to wear it everywhere we go.

Lip Gloss

Buddy..did you put that lip gloss on?

I do it myself...

Molly loves to put make-up on..espically by herself...

Dear Camden

Dear Buddy-
At this very moment you are laying next to me in bed...your arm is laying on my stomach and I can feel your warm breath on me. I can't truly express my love that I feel for you, you are my best friend! I love when you wake up in the wee hours of the morning when you here me say your name your sleepy eyes can't open but you smile out of the corner of your mouth. I love when you wake up in the morning and I snuggle my face in your neck that you snuggle right back. I get lonely with your dad gone and when I look over and see you laying in his spot with me it comforts me. You may be shy of four months but I know you would protect me. As I rocked you to sleep tonight you promised me with your eyes that you would take care of me in my old age and once your father is gone. I can't wait until you ask me to hold you...or come up and kiss me for no reason. As you lay here I can't believe that you are something that your father and I created. Know that dad and I love each other very much and no matter what we love you too...I love your father and know that you will be just like him and more. I know you were in heaven before you were in my arms, I know that you chose me as your mom and I am forever grateful. I thank you for trusting me with your angelic soul, I promise to raise you with the best of my ability and to love you with all my being. I love being a mother, I love that my needs come second and third to you and Molly. My life and our family is complete with you in it, thank you! Sleep tight tonight. I will see you in the morning.
Love-
your mommas