No nigh nigh anymore...

Sense Molly has been sick coughing and with a stuffy nose she really hasn't had an appetite...which the doctor said she might not want to eat but as long as she is getting some fluid and pee diapers we should be ok...but now that she is feeling better it seems as though she has lost interest in nursing..ok..we'll she won't take formula so what am I going to do? We'll the doctor suggested that we try soy formula and see if she would drink that...so for the first little bit I would do half boobie milk and half formula and she took right to it and then slowly took out the boobie...now it seems that's the only thing she wants. The last couple of nights she has gone to bed nursing but last night she would not go to bed (mostly because dad was home) but as soon as I gave her a bottle she drank the whole thing and went to bed....sad..my Molly Ann does not need her mommas anymore! In a way I feel guilty like I have not fulfilled my motherly duties..but maybe I feel guilty because partly I am relieved that were done?? I don't know but what ever or how ever Molly will eat..I'll take it!! Feeling guilty I have been researching breast feeding on the Internet and came upon a blog of nursing mothers...we'll there were such topics as weaning a 12 month old..weaning a 24 month old..and then something that caught my eye...it was so disturbing...weaning a 5 year old..yes ladies and gentlemen I typed it a FIVE year old!! are you kidding me!! I am the first to try and live by "to each their own" but you have to be KIDDING me!! There were woman on there talking about how you should not be embarrassed and how most women breast feed that long...reading that article made me puke in my mouth a little...I mean come on..if you want your child to reap the benefits of breast milk that long can't you at least pump and give it to them in a cup..cause yeah they should be drinking out of a CUP!! One ladies advice to another on how to wean their 5 year old was to tell that child that "mommy's numb numbs are closed for business..you can massage them while you go to sleep but no more!" WHAT!! Put this little story in your back pocket and think about it.....I just have to remember "to each their own!"........